Its weird to look back on someone who you used to like have a thing with and how much things have changed between you two.
It kinda sucks knowing you’re out of my life for good now. Don’t get me wrong, I would of still liked to be friends with you.. just without you liking me. I wish we could go back and be how we used to at the beginning of the year.. I don’t know. :s I just can’t stand you hating me. Blah.. I probably deserve it though. I fuck everything up anyways.. Maybe I should move back to California. It would be a brand new start for me. No more bullshit. It’s not like anybody would really care if I left. Besides, i’d be with my dad and sister since she’s moving back there in July. I honestly would move back in a heartbeat if it wasn’t for school. Idk, I feel like I would be so awkward and whatnot.. this fucking sucks.
